{"id":959,"date":"2022-11-21T10:40:29","date_gmt":"2022-11-21T02:40:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=959"},"modified":"2022-11-21T10:40:29","modified_gmt":"2022-11-21T02:40:29","slug":"still-breathing-somehow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=959","title":{"rendered":"Still breathing somehow"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I just don\u2019t want to do any work. The problem is that I know what the next steps are to fix the situation I\u2019m in, and to make it better. But if I\u2019m being honest, I don\u2019t see the point of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Last week\u2019s unproductiveness could\u2019ve been attributed to the grief and disappointment I felt from my family (and the family business), but I really don\u2019t feel that way anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No more grief or disappointment, I\u2019m just blah and meh and languishing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Stuck in a pit and too lazy to pull myself out of it because it\u2019s not like I\u2019m drowning here anyway. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The walls are nice and comforting all around me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I just don\u2019t want to do any work. The problem is that I know what the next steps are to fix the situation I\u2019m in, and to make it better. But if I\u2019m being honest, I don\u2019t see the point of it. Last week\u2019s unproductiveness could\u2019ve been attributed to the grief and disappointment I felt [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-959","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/959","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=959"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/959\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":960,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/959\/revisions\/960"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=959"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=959"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=959"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}