{"id":955,"date":"2022-11-14T01:02:34","date_gmt":"2022-11-13T17:02:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=955"},"modified":"2022-11-14T01:09:31","modified_gmt":"2022-11-13T17:09:31","slug":"drowning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=955","title":{"rendered":"Drowning"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A ton of bricks just on the insides. Black and blue. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Heavy and loaded on the down low. And I don\u2019t understand, my bag of secrets no longer full.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So why am I still drowning, still here, at the bottom of the pool?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve introspected, self theorized, and dug for truths.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But the answers are the same, and this chest is cruel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>500 tons, but why? I\u2019ve haven\u2019t a clue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>These past few days have been miserable. The volcano erupted and it was disappointing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I will forever remember how disappointed I am in you. I will remember how disappointing the outcome of the truth is. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish you\u2019d leave.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A ton of bricks just on the insides. Black and blue. Heavy and loaded on the down low. And I don\u2019t understand, my bag of secrets no longer full. So why am I still drowning, still here, at the bottom of the pool? I\u2019ve introspected, self theorized, and dug for truths. But the answers are [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-955","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/955","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=955"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/955\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":957,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/955\/revisions\/957"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=955"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=955"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=955"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}