Today while walking towards the car I wondered why I chose to do this. To go to the office. To run this thing with the family. To help these other business owners get their stuff out there. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s a constant internal struggle. I want so much to stop being involved in the material world. But the things I want to do and the lifestyle I enjoy is much easier with this safety net.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Except, I am giving up my life for it. I know this. I feel this so clearly. Am I a weakling if I stay here? Or am I one if I leave? I’m not sure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If there’s a clear sign to say that I’m weak because I’m staying, I’d make sure to leave. If there’s one to say I’m weak because I want to leave, I know I’d fight to stay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But there’s no sign, no indication of anything. Because this isn’t a story written about the past. This is the present I’m in and I don’t know what the future is like yet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What would I regret more?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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