{"id":60,"date":"2012-07-10T21:23:41","date_gmt":"2012-07-10T21:23:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=60"},"modified":"2014-12-30T21:25:17","modified_gmt":"2014-12-30T21:25:17","slug":"and-the-ultimate-burden-of-working-out-of-that-space-is-mine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=60","title":{"rendered":"And the ultimate burden of working out of that space is mine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/misspixnmix.tumblr.com\/post\/26619797728\/i-do-not-have-an-eating-disorder-page-74-im\">misspixnmix<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The lows become so much worse because they are accompanied by <em>so much guilt<\/em> at the pain and inconvenience I\u2019m causing to the people around me. In that space, all I can think about is how worthless and pathetic I am, and now no one should be forced to tolerate my presence, but that kind of thinking can push people even further away because it can sound like there\u2019s nothing they can do or that I don\u2019t want their support.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I just need some time. I\u2019ll be good again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>misspixnmix: The lows become so much worse because they are accompanied by so much guilt at the pain and inconvenience I\u2019m causing to the people around me. In that space, all I can think about is how worthless and pathetic I am, and now no one should be forced to tolerate my presence, but that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[11,24],"class_list":["post-60","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-daily","tag-life","tag-stolen-musings","post_format-post-format-quote"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=60"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":61,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions\/61"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=60"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=60"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=60"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}