{"id":218,"date":"2009-05-21T06:50:20","date_gmt":"2009-05-21T06:50:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=218"},"modified":"2015-01-02T06:51:23","modified_gmt":"2015-01-02T06:51:23","slug":"a-sort-of-disease-this-lack-of-expression","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=218","title":{"rendered":"A sort of disease, this lack of expression"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I would live all my life in nonchalance<br \/>\nBecause I am terrified of what you would think<br \/>\nIf you saw me stripped of this porcelain shell<br \/>\nI am a prisoner to my own indifference<br \/>\nBut breaking free would be my cancer, my hell<br \/>\nStay with me; I hope you\u2019ll stay<br \/>\nIt is only because I am scared<br \/>\nLook deeper; you will find<br \/>\nFrom behind the curtain<br \/>\nI\u2019m dreaming in red<br \/>\nHelp me, dear.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I would live all my life in nonchalance Because I am terrified of what you would think If you saw me stripped of this porcelain shell I am a prisoner to my own indifference But breaking free would be my cancer, my hell Stay with me; I hope you\u2019ll stay It is only because I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[16],"class_list":["post-218","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing","tag-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=218"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":219,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218\/revisions\/219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=218"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=218"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=218"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}