{"id":194,"date":"2009-12-14T06:33:01","date_gmt":"2009-12-14T06:33:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=194"},"modified":"2015-01-02T06:34:09","modified_gmt":"2015-01-02T06:34:09","slug":"2009-you-love-too-much-you-lose-yourself-in-the-midst-of-all-of-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/?p=194","title":{"rendered":"2009: you love too much, you lose yourself in the midst of all of it"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>2009 might not have been what I expected, but I regret nothing<\/p>\n<p>Just awhile ago I was thinking about how uneventful this year was, but after re-visiting my previous post about my accomplishments at work, looking at your comments about it, and then looking at my new social experiences, I realise that it\u2019s been a pretty cool year after all.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve done everything I\u2019ve wanted, and I\u2019m now here, where I\u2019m supposed to be.<\/p>\n<p>And although to you it might seem childish, melodramatic and maybe slightly campy, here\u2019s what I think this year was about, like a secret the universe whispered in my ear. (My left ear &#8211; wait, is this what schizophrenia is like?)<\/p>\n<p>Everything is going as planned. You did a good job this year, keep going and know that wherever you are, you are wherever you are supposed to be and everything is working out the way it should.<\/p>\n<p>Don\u2019t think so much. 2010 awaits, and it\u2019s going to be exciting.<\/p>\n<p><em>For you too.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>2009 might not have been what I expected, but I regret nothing Just awhile ago I was thinking about how uneventful this year was, but after re-visiting my previous post about my accomplishments at work, looking at your comments about it, and then looking at my new social experiences, I realise that it\u2019s been a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[11,16],"class_list":["post-194","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily","tag-life","tag-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/194","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=194"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/194\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":195,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/194\/revisions\/195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=194"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=194"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catchmyfall.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=194"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}